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Jade-ishly
Posted: Saturday, February 24, 2007 by Miggy
i have so many reasons to feel sad, down, and disappointed but i still chose to smile and be happy... it's hard u know, but im keeping up...
i really am sad inside. i wanna cry, i wanna scream, i wana break free!! im so fucking tired! what the hell did i do to deserve this? am i really this unlucky? why me? and why them? what did i ever do to receive such a fate? I've worked my butt off but why do i end up being the unlucky one? what if i haven't worked hard, would i be employed by now? if only i had time to be prepared, read stuff on the net, i wouldn't have been so unlucky. i would have been more prepared. i did not have time to prepare myself coz i was so fucking busy, my mind was so f
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I'm so mean
Posted: Wednesday, February 21, 2007 by Miggy
yesterday, i kinda did something bad. U see, last january or febraury 2006 i have said something to a person, something not good. I said it out of anger, coz i already didn't like him coz of his "attitude" then he did something that made me blurt out, and that was the reason why i got mad and said things to him. I actually didn't say bad words to him i just swore that i would never forget what he did. So after that incident i never spoke to him again, and i didnt want to be friends with him. It's not that i want him to be my enemy it's just that i no longer want to make any contact with him. Since then, he's out of my friends list, i treated him as nobody. Although he tried talking to me but
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why why why
Posted: Monday, February 19, 2007 by Miggy
im really getting confused! i have undergone through a lot just to get employed at CC.. I kept on getting unclear answers. Does this mean that im not meant to be a CC agent? i really want this u know. I am envious to some of my friends who got the job but they kept on saying that they're not meant for the job or something like that... but why me? i really want this, and i planned this one but why do i have to go through alot of stuffs just to get in? training and all, and there's no assurance that i will be hired right away after the trainings!! this sucks big time! the first interview i had was a failure because i spoke a restricted word, so in the next interview i tried not to say restrict
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A Mircale Happened
Posted: Saturday, February 17, 2007 by Miggy
I woke early this saturday morning and continued working on the project. I have been having a problem with cross-browser issues in the project coz the web application won't run properly when it is used in Microsoft Internet Explorer (MSIE). And that's a big big big minus if the project won't run in that browser. People suggested that i should just put it in the limitations of the project, u know put in there that "Only Works in Mozilla/Firefox..." and i thought about it and i can't just leave it that way. I don't want that Big limitation coz i know MSIE is still one of the most used browser in the world. U know me, I am an "Obsessive compulsive" person at times. So this problem was not overl
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Looks Boring but it's Fun
Posted: Thursday, February 15, 2007 by Miggy
Time has passed by faster than i thought! It's already been a week since the jobs fair but im still unemployed. not really totally unemployed but "partially" accepted, bwahahaaha! is there such thing? anyways, time has really passed so fast. i could not believe it. i guess im having so much fun that i could not notice the time. Yep everyone, i am having fun! i am really happy working on my thesis project. It may sound boring to the rest of you but HEY! that's me, i love working on it.
The project is getting bigger as i continue to work on it. Really. sometimes i could think that my project is the biggest when compared to the rest of the orcs' projects. Well exept for CRD, coz his project
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What's wrong with me?
Posted: Tuesday, February 13, 2007 by Miggy
im such a loser! i don't know what's wrong with me but i kept on getting rejected by companies that i want to work to. i hate it! aw.. actually i have only been rejected twice, but still it disappoints me. huhuhu. The 1st rejection hurts because i know i did pretty well but i was rejected. It would have been ok if i was very bad, u know. I was rejected because of a single word. huhuhuu.. i would have felt ok if my performance was bad, but i was not bad, i was good and it was confirmed by one of the HR's in that company. Actually, after the interview i was ok with the result that i was not accepted but when the HR said that "actually you were Very Good". i felt sad and disappointed upon heari
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Go mo wo, yumissi
Posted: Tuesday, February 06, 2007 by Miggy
just wana shout thank you to yumi for saving my ass last monday! ahehehe i really appreciated it.. we had an assignment/activity last monday, and stupid me, i didn't make one. All the rest of the people did the activity coz they have their assignments, while me, i was sitting on my chair feeling so dumb and useless... huhuhuhu but yumi offered to make my assignment for me.. ahehe so she did and so i had something to pass na. The assignment was actually about drawing something. Drawing is one of the things i hate doing... ahehe thanks again yumi.. btw, yumi did the assignment very well...
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Marci's 21st bday
Posted: Saturday, February 03, 2007 by Miggy
I almost screwed up this one! yesterday, nobody told me that there was going to be a surprise party for marci. pero it's traditional to the orcs to surprise a bday celebrant no matter what. nwyays, i just assumed that there's a party but at marci's place... i assumed coz no one told me about it and no one invited me.  i just went to marci's place on my own. actually everyone was already in marci's place, except me, marci, and leleri. coz i was still at school and got my graduation thing processed. i texted one of the orcs where they were. they said at marci's daw... pero i didn't go there muna coz i had "something" to do.. hehehe pero after tha
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Got something to brag
Posted: Saturday, February 03, 2007 by Miggy
Yesterday, i was a little bit early for my Humanities class. So i had to wait for like 10-15mins. While waiting, i texted Yumi and asked where she was, she said she's in her History class. So i replied ok... after 10 mins of waiting for some familiar face to arrive and to talk and to sit with, bman and alain arrived. and so did yumi... hehehhe.. alain sat on my left and yumi sat on my right. Both of them ask if we're gona have a quiz, i asnwred them i dont know...
While we were waiting for our class, Yumi and I talked about something.. I asked her if rookie told her about what i told rookie to tell her[? getz?]. she said rookie didn't tell her yet. So i told her myself. I told her that
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Chinguganeun
Posted: Thursday, February 01, 2007 by Miggy
Yesterday, during our Economics midterm exam, i thought a little about what i should do after i graduate. i mean, i thought about what il do before i work. u know, after i graduate i would still have a few weeks of break. So i thought about going back to my Korean classes so i texted Yumi, one of my korean friends who is also a friend of my Korean teacher. I texted yumi and asked her if she could do me a favor. i did not get any response from her right away coz she might have classes.. u see, i really love it[Studying Hanja] and im very interested in it. and it would be like a plus when i work... nyways, after the econ midterm exam, i, together with donna,and other orcs went out of the class
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